Got my review today. Very

Got my review today. Very satisfactory. A new, non-demeaning title, a promotion, a huge effing raise. I should be floating, right?

So here I am, sitting at home, and all I can think of is I’m not the person I want to be. I have more success than anyone in my family. I have a really decent life. I live in a wonderful new apartment in a snooty complex, I have great friends, I do work that I (mostly) enjoy, I have fun hobbies. But I’m not the person I want to be. All I can say to that is:

WHAT THE FUCK DO I WANT AND HOW MUCH OF IT WILL IT TAKE TO MAKE ME HAPPY??

I mean, jeezus! My life is full of great shit. Great. How can I have the gall to be dissatisfied?? ‘Scuse me…I gotta wander off somewhere and try to wrap my head around this.

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